The PTSD got the better of me: the hypervigilance, the fear, the paranoia. I wrote a few days ago that it is back. My ex-husband listed so prominently on the Ashley Madison hack lists didn’t help.
And so I blamed someone for doing something they did not do.
They reacted with great hurt and a little anger.
I realized too late that it was me who was wrong.
And now I wait. Alone.